"I am in charge of how I feel and today, I choose to be happy."

Just last week, I had a teeny tiny quarter-life crisis about the whole thing where I asked myself: What are you doing? I mulled about my latest decisions in life and the situations I've placed myself in. I realized that its near insanity to move out when only working a part-time job and having only a couple grand to my name! (A couple grand hardly covers initial moving costs in NYC!) I began worrying about how I was going to figure out my future, my job, my near and distant goals. I even cried a little over the exhaustion that had seeped into my bones after working seven days a week! I told myself that I didn't want to deal with it anymore, didn't want to "adult" anymore and, I'll admit, complained about having to do things for myself.

How? After making that resolution to be happy, I then mulled over how I was going to choose to be happy. How could I decided to be happy when my world was falling apart? How could I choose to be happy when I felt alone or afraid? I came to the conclusion that all I can do is think on a all that is going right for me right now!
Why be happy? Because I'm alive! Because even though I'm in a weird stage in life when I'm unsure of what I'm doing, I'm making strides to figuring things out. Because I have friends and family who support my dreams and push me to achieve them.
So, will you decided to be happy? I know, it won't always be easy, but its always worth it
xoxo, Kianna Rose